Mr. Brit texted me over a week ago to see how I was doing. I responded and asked him how he was doing, but never heard back. By now, I assume that things are cooling down between us and that he has probably moved on to someone else. I am hurt and a little confused, but at the same time, feel that I have moved on to Mr. Sporting Goods. The day I am leaving to go home for the holidays, I do a courtesy text to Brit, "Hey, I'm leaving today. Just wanting to wish you happy holidays." Immediately, I get a text back, "Likewise. I texted you last week but never got a response...made me sad" followed by "I miss your face." After a couple more exchanges, we figure out that he never got my text message so for the 2 weeks we had not seen each other, we both assumed the other one had moved on. Technology has failed us.
You know how in the book and the movie, "He's Just Not That Into You" it's a rule that if the guy is interested, he'll contact you. So, if you don't hear from him, don't make excuses such as "maybe his phone died," "maybe he never got my message," "maybe he's really busy at work." Well ladies and gents, this is one incident where he really didn't get my message!
That night, maybe by fate, I miss my flight and can't fly out until the next morning. My first text goes out to Brit, "Hey missed my flight, what are you up to tonight?" That night, after having dinner and drinks with one of my guy friends, Brit comes and meets up with me. As soon as we make eye contact, we can't keep our hands off of each other. He tells me that 2 weeks of not seeing me is way too long. We finish up our drinks and head back to my place. I have to admit, it's so nice to be back in Brit's arms again although I've been mad at him. He is so gentle and smooth, and extremely attentive. We start getting hot and heavy and Brit asks for a condom. Suddenly, flashes of Mr. Ireland and Mr. Oops go by and I realize that I am out of condoms. I break the news to him and Brit says, "You're out? What did you do with them?...Wait, don't answer that." He looks really disappointed and I feel really bad. Obviously, he knows I haven't exactly been making condom balloon animals in the last 2 weeks. We decide to cuddle until I have to head to the airport. Brit tells me that he hasn't touched a girl since he's been with me. And I believe him. He then tells me that he's attached. And I believe him.
Brit then sends me off in a cab to the airport and as I pull away, I can't help but feel confused emotionally and physically. I feel a level of romance and comfort with Brit, but at the same time feel excitement and mystery with SG. I definitely have strong feelings for both and I just want to enjoy the confusion for now.
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