While having my weekend fuckathon, I paused to think about how many guys I've slept with. When I lost my virginity at the age of 16, I thought I would never sleep with more than one person my entire life. When I got to college, I said I wouldn't go past 5. Now, I'm losing count. A brief moment of guilt hit me when I shamed myself for being such a whore since the breakup. However, I thought about it again. How is sleeping with lots of men different than sleeping with just one person all the time (given that you're using protection each time)? Well, I guess the only difference is it would feel new and exciting every time vs. the old boring shit with one person.
So I feel better. I don't need to keep count anymore 'cause that number doesn't mean much.
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